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Wednesday, August 12, 2009
ok.. back to blogging..
actually i didnt want to..
just because i got class @ 9
and its 430 now.. FML

nevertheless.. after sch ends going with
my one and only for G.I. Joe.
hopefully its nt a decision i will regret..
i am broke.. again.. always..
haha..
im left with about $95 for 3 weeks..
can go kill myself already..
but lucky next 2 weeks is exam..
so i should just force myself to stay @ home and study..


i just realised about my family history from my mum..
perhaps some dramas do depict real life stories.
i always thought my mum divorced my dad due to his gambling habits..
in fact there were debts that my mother had to pay for him..
a useless father.
a guy who left my mum and 3 children behind..
a guy who left a huge debt for my mother to pay off..
a guy that didnt wan access to his own children.
a guy whose face is so vague i cant even picture it in my head.
a guy nt fit to be with my mother.
a guy nt fit to be my father.

-has never been
-never will be

i never probed into this problem before.
i even wanted to look for him ONE DAY..
and acknowledge him one day if he happen to be rich..
even if i could have all the money in the world.
no way. better hope i dun see the guy when im in emerg. dept.


now im determined to give my mum allowance no matter wat..
she has worked hard enough.
teared when she told me the worst 3 weeks
she ever lived in her life
eating crackers and drinking tap water.
mark my words.





its not going to happen again.
Monday, May 11, 2009















Phantom Knights Cohesion Ride
9th May 2009
hahaha.. glad i was part of it..
whr phantom or ex phantom riders come together,
and as a convoy travelled the round island expressways
total took abt an hour plus starting from,
champions way in wlds
to yishun dam
once reaching the damn as a long 24 bike strong convoy,
we simply stole the show.
made alot of new frens and another ride is on its way!
stay tune.
year 3 has been stressful.
more stressful den wat i thought it was going to be.
oh well. going to chiong ah.
last sem in sch anyway.
good luck to all u peeps out there.
FYP, final year attachments.











Friday, March 27, 2009








almost 2 weeks have passed..
about 3 more weeks to go..
hopefully timetable is gonna be out soon..
its really time to work hard..
im like been given too many chances to work hard..
and i nvr do..
but end up my results are usually better den expected..
so i guess im gonna stop playing around with my luck..
coz my luck is gonna run out 1 day..
and i really hope its not gonna be year 3..
a year so so so important.
im broke again..
hahaha.. i know.. 25th like just passed not long ago..
oh well...
at least im going shopping tmr..
hopefully i can find either..
ben sherman jacket,
fred perry jacket,
bounty hunter tee,
head porter iphone case,
perhaps if crazy enough,
jacket from surrender.
buy jacket more worth it..
wear stupid clothes to school oso nvm..
just cover with a nice jacket..
AND TADAH!
and playcrew's going to plan another chalet during the term break..
early? maybe..
but we really wanna get a place that we want.
and not last minute just book 1 that's available..
and no GIRLS and SLEEPING..
HAHHAA.. pay money go there sleep? stupid shit..
but i tink if no girls and since got space..
i tink i will sleep too.. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA
p/s: for wat do secret msg.. HAHAHA.. act mysterious.


Tuesday, March 24, 2009
im still here'

no more sundays to look forward to.
no more cuddles, jokes and watever we did tgt.
i miss it all so so so much.
most importantly. i missed u.
but yet.
i couldnt have asked for more.
i am happy becoz u will get to be with
someone who will treasure u..
den unfairly stuck with someone without
trying his best to even appreciate wat u have done.


the life i want will begin now.
no sorrows.
everything will fit like a puzzle.



but where to find the pieces?
Friday, March 20, 2009
im going to chalet TODAY!
time to unwind from all the stress and shit..
away for fri sat and i'll be back on sunday..
Tuesday, March 17, 2009

been ages since attachment was over..
many many things have happened.
many of which life-changing decision i had to make.
glad i made them..

attachment at 63C was only SLIGHTLY better den expected
and we got back the same CI as year 1 sem 1 posting!
SCI WEE SAY LI..
she's like the best lah.. cool..
apparently like every other hospital the students all took cases..
but we never really did..
but i did twice.. last 2 days of the attachment.. better den nothing i guess..
the first time needed alot of help...
staff nurse even told me wat to say beforehand..
like rehearse script like that..

den second time i did everything on my own..
haha.. do the changes, ncr, called amkch..
refer msw.. so cool..

and anyway.. was so close to change to sportsbike on sat..
i went down to change the clutch pad shit den looked around..
got this black kawasaki krr there.. like calling me..
HHAHHA.. but i asked him how much..
he say.. insurance alone 2k plus.. i like stun..
oh wells..
stick to phantom already.. other bikes all nt meant to be..
changed clutch pad.. now phantom has more acceleration..\
can vs krr/sp/tzm/rxz already.. HHAHAHA.. not!


results out already.. supposed to be out at midnight lor..
all try den cant then end up morning 8 like that den received their sms..
I PASSED ALL MODULES!
hahaha.. so i can go for chalet this friday..
confirm lungs black.. HAHHAA..
supposed to include pictures of drinking session on fri..
but MERV havent send me the pics..
so gotta wait for good stuff..
Sunday, February 22, 2009
alright.. exams over..
not official for me..
coz i know.. at least 1 supp paper is waiting
omg.. bio bio bio..


anyway.. attachment is tmr..
so sian.. 63c..
C class medical..
ward to test ur limits of ur senses..
sight, hearing and of course..
SMELL..

oh well... i hope it will be over soon
attachment and hope no supp paper for me..
PRCP coming soon..
wanna get used to routine now..
do more admissions...
be more kpo..